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I chose the wrong path...

Submitted by Perk "Grownman Perkiness" man at 2018-01-25 23:51:00 EST
Rating: 0.16 on 6 ratings (7 reviews) (Review this item) (V)

Listen to this while you read... Joyner Lucas- "I'm Sorry".

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vBKJFeO0lI
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I'm not going to say I chose the right path...

That, "Road Not Taken", is a treacherous one...

I chose to come to this land, of riches and demons, and get something that has always eluded me...

Wealth.

I recall realizing how wealthy some of my teammates and friends were.. insanity. People inheriting millions of dollars, people from legacy families, and those that seemed to possess every dream I had as a child watching "Mighty Ducks" on T.V., wishing to have a life, of excitement.

Now, I've seen it.

I've been alone... I've turned my heart off long ago, and the years have gone by...

I don't know if it was the right thing, but it was the thing that made me strong.

"Want nothing, care for no one, and live"... these codes have saved me these last 5 years... I could've fallen like many I've known on this Hollywood journey into drugs, despair, crank, or adderall addiction... Insanity...

People begging to live in the "illusion" until their final days.. lost, spending 100's on tips, looking for love, but not having the fortitude or drive to acquire it... Unequivocally, I chose the wrong path for my heart...

I now lie lost, stagnant, and years have gone by... Nothing to truly show for all the "pain" I've endured, and suffered.

It sometimes hurts my soul, and I've taken up traditional Japanese Shotokan to quell the anger in my spirit, and to tame the lion within...

But, I see it.. I can taste it. The success...

The millions may come, but I don't think I can handle all that comes with it. Just like when Aladdin told Jafar, "You wish to be a genie?, well you get everything that comes with it", as he was sucked into his own prison, and trapped.. that's how I see myself.

I'm about to take a big gamble, and give a mentor a franchise, for no money, or cost.. Give him a "Favor", so he can give me one in the future. The franchise I'd never be allowed to write in a million years.. I don't have the clout, respect, or background.. but he does. It'll be a deal of sorts, and we'll see how it goes...

But, I lost so much to get here, and I've realized, even when I get my "goal", I won't be happy... Those whom fight to move up 3-4 social classes never are, our children will be the ones to enjoy our wealth.

Sad.. but, such is life.

Blow me up, uber.


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Submitted by RoadSong at 2018-02-01 06:39:52 EST (#)
Rating: 2

‘But, I lost so much to get here, and I've realized, even when I get my "goal", I won't be happy... Those whom fight to move up 3-4 social classes never are, our children will be the ones to enjoy our wealth.’


Oh bullshit, you will be happy! You will!
May your days be long on the land, your wife a great beauty, your children healthy.

Submitted by Perk "Grownman Perkiness" man at 2018-01-29 03:36:09 EST (#)

Shlongy- You're being a dick, let's me know you care.. Thanks bud.

Blackbear- First movie is being produced this year.. scared of the industry, though.

Messmind- I lost a lot for this, and money isn't important.. but it became important, but the people I deal with.. nah.. fuck, it sucks.

BestMate- Life is wild.. I chose this path, and I may make it.. I commend any friend that kept along for this long.. I respect and love them.

Submitted by Shlongy at 2018-01-28 12:19:21 EST (#)
Rating: -2

How have you not offed yourself yet?

Submitted by HurtByTheSun at 2018-01-27 16:36:56 EST (#)
Rating: -2

Submitted by blackbear at 2018-01-27 06:12:10 EST (#)
Rating: -1

What the fuck, man? Just grab a few video cameras and make a god damned movie all by yourself. Of course, you'll need a plot and maybe some actors, but shit, you could pull it off. Make the lowest budget movie ever. If it has a plot that isn't fully retarded, well, maybe you'll get somehwere. But don't go out giving "favors". That's disgusting.

Submitted by messmind at 2018-01-26 18:14:34 EST (#)
Rating: 2

Being rich sucks sometimes.
Being poor sucks always

Submitted by Bestmate2 at 2018-01-26 16:35:16 EST (#)
Rating: 2

I have to tell you that riches are somewhat of a burden. However, with typical British phlegm one must bear one’s burden, show a stiff upper lip, and face censure, squarely in the mush.


Aw, being a clown sucks. You get kicked by kids, bit by dogs, and
admired by the elderly. Who am I clowning? I have no business being
a clown! I'm leaving the clowning business to all the other clowns in
the clowning business.

-- Homer Simpson
Homie the Clown